Sexual Assault I Need To Apologize Re: Thread "problem On Main Forum"

[Heather]

My behavior was out of line and I do apologize especially when I said I don't care what any of you think that is just not true.

I especially owe an apology to Lucy. Sorry for my comment to you. Your reply just hit a cord that had nothing to do with you and I reacted and I'm really sorry for that.

While I'm still not comfortable with what happened I did take it up with that member he apologized and it should have been left at that instead of ranting like a lunatic.

I was out of control last couple of weeks having gone off my meds, overdosing, having violent hallucinations which resulted in me being banned from the forum by Anthony for a week. I also spent 5 days inpatient getting myself "straightened out". Again, I apologize for my behavior and comments.

Heather.

 

[Lucycat]

Heather, well done for having the strength to apologise. Accepted!

I am sorry that you have struggled so much recently, and hope that you are now feeling much better.
It is the beginning of a new week, and here at least ( and unusually :confused:) the sun is shining. Put the past week or so behind you and concentrate on getting well again.

Regards
Lucy x

 

[jadebear]

Don't worry about it Heather....as I always say...'shit happens'.

All you can do is learn from it and move on.

 

[Heather]

Thanks everyone for understanding.

 

[cherryblossom]

Thanks for your apology. It is often easier to walk away, than to apologise, so seriously well done.

Although, at the time, a ban probably felt unfair etc.... but it's for a good reason - in that you are forced to leave the forum alone, and seek real life support, which you clearly needed at the time.

I can't imagine how daunting, being inpatient must be. But you have done it, and come out the other side - well done.

It's good to have you back, and to see the Heather that we know and love!!

 

[kimba]

Glad you are back and doing better Heather!:)

 

[Heather]

Actually, the ban didn't seem unfair. I was posting in a way that was wreckless and violating forum policy and new better. I was DEFINITELY out of control. I am much BETTER now. I see that:).

I realize there are still things that need to be ironed out medication wise. Another trip inpatient maybe required -- although not sure what my Psych. team will say..... At least this time I'm clearer about it. So, maybe it can be managed on an outpatient basis. Hoping that is the case.

Thanks again all for accepting me flaws and all.

 

[cherryblossom]

From my limited knowledge, inpatient treatment helps in crisis moments, but is not a long term solution. Some intensive outpatient trauma therapy will be the key for longer term success. Just my opinion.

Anyway, I'm not great myself, so I'm out of here for a while.

Take care

 

[Nyx]

Thanks again all for accepting me flaws and all.

Nobody around here is perfect, so don't worry. I'm just glad you are able to see you need help and you get it. That's a really positive step!

 

[Venator]

It happens Heather. We are none of us perfect beings.

I think the ban was a good idea also because, perhaps, some of the things posted on the forum could have been something along the lines of sensory overload for you. It could have been exacerbating some of those dark feelings you'd been having, so it was good to take a... "mandatory" break :)