I Realize That I

[Tinyflame]

I realize I externally minimize how bad it is.

 

[Anrish]

I realize that I need a time out and more sleep...and more books...and...love...

 

[Teasel]

That I moan a lot :laugh:

 

[Deadman]

That my food will cook faster if I turn the stove on.

 

[Friday]

@Deadman ... I keep remembering that electronics work better ...when I plug them in :facepalm:

 

[Anrish]

That I reached my limit.

...that I cannot stand too much family at once....

 

[Friday]

I realized that I'm

...waiting on the police to show up for a next of kin notification. Oh. THATS why I'm sitting outside 20 hours a day -smoking way too much- listening to wheels on asphalt and gravel, and engines, and rain hissing on hot metal, and radio squacks. :facepalm: Dammit, you. Stop that. Waste of bloody time space energy. If you're getting notified it's too late to do jack shit. So seriously, stop it. Stop waiting. Start doing.

...delaying weeks on filling a pain script out of reverse logic bullshit. Sure it's true that when I don't hurt : I don't take pain meds. That doesn't mean that if I don't refill my pain meds : I won't hurt. >.< I'm FINE. No, Cherie, you're stupid. Again, with the stopping that, please.

...why being surrounded by idiots is so profoundly distressing. Right. That. Where it actually mattered what other people did. It doesn't matter what they're doing, now. Chill the f*ck out. Let it go. You're like water. Just passing through. Inexorable as the tides, steady as flight, strong as current.

 

[Bristol]

I spend too much time thinking about people that dont deserve my time

 

[Ronin]

...why being surrounded by idiots is so profoundly distressing. Right. That. Where it actually mattered what other people did. It doesn't matter what they're doing, now. Chill the f*ck out. Let it go. You're like water. Just passing through. Inexorable as the tides, steady as flight, strong as current.

I realize that I need to stick around for the treasures of realizations Friday realizes because bloody damn it. That. There. Incredibly useful. Me & Not handling idiots at all - there goes far better wording of the why's. & Of what the hell dooo's, too.

 

[Ronin]

I also realize it wasn't my fault

(Why won't it all just flow the hell away
Instead of drowning me everyday?)

 

[Anrish]

I realize that I reached my limit.

 

[Heather]

I realize I've changed the way I deal with my family and the pay off is BEAUTIFUL!