I Realize That I

[Anrish]

I realize that I can deal with people visiting my flat.

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

I realize that I sometimes feel like I don't know what the hell I'm doing therapeutically.

 

[Anrish]

I realize that I am able to handle one day without sport.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I realize after yesterday that with high blood pressure, no longer can I handle the stress and it has got to be kicked to the curb and I need to tell my family this.

 

[Anrish]

I realize that I have a pair of true friends not too far away.

 

[NoWhereKnowWhere]

I realise that I use sex as a distraction and to try to work through some of the csa stuff :bag: :oops: I think I shouldn't do that but I feel like I can't help it.

 

[Anrish]

I realize that I do not have to be sick once per month...

 

[Tinyflame]

I realize I have symptoms of stroke, sometimes.

I realize healing does come, and it (for me) involves God and truth, and there was never any re-enactments (I lost a decade+ to that in my life), and there was always truth and safety. And being open, honest, above-board and present.

And even this much has taken a very long time.

And stupid nightmares etc affect me when I don't think so, like kind of thing putting on my face without washing it, keys-in-the-freezer kind of effect. :(

 

[Anrish]

I realize that I want to give @Junebug a comforting hug right now. :hug:

 

[Tinyflame]

Thank you @Anrish I feel so afraid that's just what I could use.

A virtual tight but gentle one for you. :hug: :hug: :hug:

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I realize that in spite of my best efforts, my daughter is an out of control alcoholic and Narcissist. I realize that no contact at this time is the best I can do with her, and hopefully more people will learn not to enable her as time passes. I realize that she is an adult and has to face the consequences of her own choices.

 

[Anrish]

I realize that I do not have any tolerance towards myself.