I Realize That I

[Britt.f7]

I realize that sometimes no matter what you do things may stay the same. Thinking of my money situation.

 

[Definitely..maybe]

I realize that I would do better if I moved.

 

[Definitely..maybe]

Also I realize that I don't give some family and friends the opportunity to help me because I never let people know now bad things are.

But I make a good texting buddy!:tdown:

 

[anonymous]

I realise I'm alone and that's how I will always be

 

[Miss_Understood]

I realize I was very wrong in my dealing with things.

 

[Abstract]

You are not alone anonymous...

 

[Britt.f7]

I realize that despite all the excuses and valid reasons for not being able to lose weight, I am not going to be healthy just sitting here and letting those reasons dictate. So what if exercise wipes me out. So does sitting here some times, from sheer boredom. I realize it is only in my power to do something about it.

 

[Britt.f7]

I realize that when it boils down to it, I am, like the famous poem, the master of my fate.

 

[Britt.f7]

I realize that I contributed to my physical inactivity. Yes, some of it is my chronic illness, some of it is the depression, but the rest of it, the majority of it, is me. I need to find the will power that the depression has been hiding from me. I've done it before. I need to get to it and not worry about the results not being as I want it to be. I realize each of our bodies respond differently to physical activity, but that, overall, it does make us better one way or another.

 

[Miss_Understood]

I realize that I am often push others away when I need them the most then get mad that they listened.

I realize that at times I am a bad person or at least nit as good as I could be.

 

[macca]

I realise that I feel like a fraud, despite evidence that something traumatic happened, because I cannot remember it. I realise that I minimise and invalidate myself often! I realise that I dissociate much more than I thought I did.

 

[Britt.f7]

That I could keep blaming others for my predicament or I could grab hold of the reins and take responsibility for myself this moment. Quit giving them the control to my life. I want it back. If I focus on "them" it takes the focus from me. They don't deserve my attention. It does nothing for them. But it holds me back.