I Realize That I

[Deleted member 12723]

Britt, you are a good mother. I hope he will do well in life no matter what he chooses.

I realize that today, I am more cautious with friends and when there are red flags, I pay attention to them. I am trusting my gut instincts and I am acting on my instincts now.

 

[Tanishq]

I realize that I am something in this world.

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

I'm starting to realize I'm stronger than I ever thought I was.

 

[Suzetig]

I realise if I don't face up to and deal with this issue it'll keep coming back harder and stronger. So, no matter how frightened I am, I realise I need to deal with it.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I realize that as a family, through bad and good times we have a good future and a hope. Things will be better for all of us eventually.

 

[Britt.f7]

@gizmo Thank you for the compliment. I really needed that today. My son and I got in a little tiff over the timing of his decision making. He is procrastinating and it is hard to watch. This coming from a grand procrastinator! Oh well, I guess I know where he gets it from.

I realize I can only hold my son's hand when he allows me to.

 

[Deleted member 19804]

I realize that I'm still constantly being influenced by PTSD in my behaviour and even my way of thinking.
From that, I realize that the world might not be as evil and scary as I think.it is

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I realize that things will either work out or they will not. Made me angry the first time I heard this but it is true. What works for one does not work out for another. Being more sensitive to anothers feelings where they are at, and listening better to what people say.

 

[Britt.f7]

I realize that I may never stop wanting to die or being okay with it. Who knows, if it does happen and I have time to think, maybe I will wish differently. If I think of the future, I get anxiety that plays into that. I hope for a day that that won't happen.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Britt, I am very concerned for you. I think you have a good future if you do not give up on your healing and recovery. I wish I could take away your pain, but I cannot.

I realize that it is better to go with the flow instead of fighting it.

 

[rainy_daze]

...have lots to think about.
...I'm worried about therapy finishing.
...am coping better with nightmares (by not staying in the bed for too long when I wake up).
...wish I knew what was best for myself.
...wish I knew what to do.
...feel stuck, trapped and confused.

 

[Britt.f7]

@gizmo Thank you so much for your care and concern. It means a lot.