I'm Becoming More And More Lonely Every Day. I've Got To Develop A New Life Because My Old Life Is

[LittleBear]

gone or slipping away. Others have had to start over sometimes with less than nothing and I'm slowly losing or have lost my most treasured friends and family. I've got to find something or someone else to love and something productive to make myself feel worthwhile and useful.

I've got it better than many but that doesn't mean I don't try to love again.

I'm 57 and can't walk but I've got to recover. I can not stay in this sense of loss and anxiety anymore. My greatest fear all my life has been to end up alone and in pain and despite my best effort I am now there.
I've got to get out of this dark and lonely forest even if I have to crawl out of it. There is a certain comfort of having had to live through my greatest fear over the last year and now that I've lost or am losing everything I have to find something or someone to start over.

Please pray for my recovery to a warm and loving place and new friends.

LBear

 

[The Albatross]

Prayers headed for you Little Bear.

 

[LittleBear]

Thanks Albatross.

 

[Meadowsweet]

(((littlebear))) be ever hopeful.

 

[lil_fighter]

Happy New Year LittleBear :)

May this year be the making of you, I pray that you find peace and that you meet good people because they are out there. You sound hopeful despite what you have been through and you are a tough cookie ;)

hugs

 

[LittleBear]

Thank-you...Meadowsweet and lil...fighter. Hoping everyone has a very happy new year!

 

[bankhead]

LittleBear - I am here to support you and encourage you to build that new life. You can do it. I believe in that for you and for myself.

 

[Sandstone]

LittleBear - You wrote of your most treasured family and friends. If you can treasure people they can feel that warmth and respond. So I know you can start over, even if you have to find a whole new set of treasures