I'm Falling Again!!!!

[tigrou465]

My friend did come for super - it was OK At least I did eat. I'm trying very hard. I'm exhausted cause I did not sleep well last night and the day was hard - with my therapy session... Just that and I was exhausted. I just spent a good hour crying, my cat and my dog are close by. I also appreciate all your good words... I will keep on writing here 't - it will be like a journal. I dont know if it's the right place for such a journal but now I don't have the energy to double check that...hope poeple will understand! My next T session is on Thursday so is my doctor's appointment. Hopefully I won't have to go back to the hospital...

 

[KP the nut]

((((Tig)))

I have a candle burning for you.

Sending strength and love
KP

 

[712xx]

 

[woundedsoul]

I am so happy you did accomplish so very much and I hope you remember to give yourself the credit you deserve for having done so. I think we with PTSD have a tendency to downplay what in actuality is a significant accomplishment. So, congrats!!! Very well done.

 

[KP the nut]

 

[KP the nut]

 

[tigrou465]

I'm so so touched.

I feel I have more friends, true friends over here than in real life. My best friend is gone for the weekend otherwise she would have called.

I spoke to my son earlier, he was supposed to call me back and he did not - another disappointment for me.

Anyhow, I did go out today, went to pick up some things I needed. Did have eggs for super - at least I did eat. I took my meds as prescribed. Took my dog out and now I'm watching a bit of TV - the Titanic, never saw that movie.

I feel empty, alone and sad, very sad. I would like to sleep over night hopefully...

Tomorrow is another day and I will make the effort of getting up and take a shower and write to you. Thanks again for being here, I sincerely appreciate.

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[Deleted member 12723]

WTG Tig!!!!
You are doing great. I am amazed at how much i learn about myself through other peoples writings. Keep up the good work.

 

[wdkywomys]

Big ((hugs)) and a *highfive*!

 

[KP the nut]

(((TIG))), just checking in to see how you are. You are doing great, taking each day at a time.

Thinking of you my friend.
KP

 

[Pale Warrior]

Just dropping in to say well done.

You are doing so well, one day at a time.

 

[tigrou465]

Ho boy! Today is not a good day. I feel very tired. Maybe it's because I don't eat much so my body does not have the required "gaz" to go on. Also I did received a notification from a member - don't even know if she/he is a staff member. This notification was about my grammar. I di not take well the comments, the one I understood. For me the most important thing is to write here to have support. Grammar is my last concern for the time being. Plus I'm French so I know my English is not "perfect" sometimes but as I said the most important thing is to write for your support.

I still cry a lot. Today is not a good day but tomorrow will be better (I hope). I did eat a bit and took some juice (I'm thusty all the time!) I do relax with the dog and the cat. Tomorrow I know I have to go to the grocery and I will see my 2 grandsons. That's make me happy, they are so cute both of them. That's about it for today. I will also take a shower and clean up the kitchen table - full of scrapbooking stuff. Thank you again for you support and positive energy you are sending me!