Nothing much to post, but just thought after a spree of madness a few weeks ago, I'd just say I'm doing well. I already know I need more plans for summer next year, because August made me CRAZY. Next week might be a little nuts, cutting back on tramadol again might drown me in sadness (I only take 1-2 a day, but those things are b#tches to cut back). But I'm not really worried about when a wheel will fall off the cart again. It feels good to just feel okay. I was out with my dog tonight, just having fun...and did some Pilates on the porch, listening to crickets and night bugs. They aren't all bad days.
I'm excited for upcoming things and just hope I can keep up with everything without defaulting into hyper mode.
Anyway, thanks for support. A few rude people on here when people are really struggling, but for the most part, you people have helped me feel a little less stuck in a dark abyss all by myself. I wish I could read more that things get better. I can't confidently say that and offer that to others right now. But they do get better sometimes and maybe I'm on an upswing. But basically I've just been trying to enjoy each day and take care of myself.
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I'm excited for upcoming things and just hope I can keep up with everything without defaulting into hyper mode.
Anyway, thanks for support. A few rude people on here when people are really struggling, but for the most part, you people have helped me feel a little less stuck in a dark abyss all by myself. I wish I could read more that things get better. I can't confidently say that and offer that to others right now. But they do get better sometimes and maybe I'm on an upswing. But basically I've just been trying to enjoy each day and take care of myself.
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