I'm Just Not Motivated

[Deleted member 1860]

Uhm I googled it and found one in like 2 seconds, no joke, in the state of Oregon.

 

[Healing Reins]

@Solara do you know what it is? I'll give it a call. Maybe it will help. Because what I'm finding is the portland women's crisis line, and the suicide hotline, and the department of human services crisis line. Is it any of those you are thinking about?

 

[Justmehere]

I have given you 4 crisis lines accessible to anyone in the US. They are toll free numbers. One was even an eating disorder crisis line. You are very able to find them, if you choose. Just google "crisis hotline." (The eating disorder line is only open earlier in the day.). I am sure all of them can help you find things to do to ride out the urge to throw up without acting on it.

 

[Healing Reins]

@Justmehere When did you give them to me? I didn't get them if it was recently...sorry! I know you have given me rainn, and I called that one.

 

[Justmehere]

You can google them now and then you will always have them at your fingertips. Then you will be even more empowered.

You were able to google about vomiting blood, you can google for crisis lines as well. You can even ask RAINN for them. They do have the same resources as well.

 

[Healing Reins]

Okay..

 

[Deleted member 1860]

Ok what about this? You'll have to wait until 6am your time to call though.

http://www.nationaleatingdisorders.org/find-help-support

 

[Healing Reins]

@Solara I'm planning to call tomorrow.

 

[StellaBlue]

I didn't throw up tonight, so maybe it's taking one meal at a time. If I have to do that for the rest of my life, I'm willing to do that.

Good for you! ...and it won't be for the rest of your life - but it might be for a good long while...

 

[austint]

If you call the national suicide hot line it routes you to the closest one. I call all the time, and I tell them , I am not suicidal but I am afraid if I don't talk I could get more depressed, They let me speak for as long as I need to and even offer to call back the next day to check on me. Just call, you are worth it, and they wont get mad at you, they will support you!