Actually I am. I cancelled the chiropractor appointment and got an emergency appointment with my Primary Care Provider tomorrow morning. From there, she will send me for testing, I am sure. This gives me hope. In going to the Chiro, I had only a small amount of hope. Now, I know I will probably get an MRI and this will pinpoint the problem(s) exactly and get me to whatever specialist(s) I need to go to. I am supposing I will end up in Physical Therapy, but who knows what will happen until the results of the MRI come in.
As to my medical bills, I went through my checking statement today and found I should have enough to get me through the month and beyond. This is a relief.
Anyway, I am in a better way mentally too, which is what really matters. One's physical being generally follows what the mind is up to.
Oh, and I am listening to some really nice harp music right now, which is peaceful and beautiful. I am enjoying it a lot, so I am out of depression, due to the fact that I can enjoy listening to music again.