I believe in a God within us, I believe we all harbour God and that we are souls in the process of discovering just that. For me Jesus, Buddha, and other "avatars" were souls who became Conscious. Souls who remembered who they really were.
So for me to call upon God would be to call upon my "real self", my "highest self", it still means it would be my own responsbility... and I think I'm a bit scared of that. I'm scared to take on any responsbility for my damaged self... would rather run away from it.
So in a way, if I had been Jesus (it's a good thing I was not), I would have run away from sick people rather than helped them. I wouldn't have been capable to love them. Maybe therapy can help me get rid of this fear of myself. I'm happy it helps you though :)