Hello:
After 28 years I am finally ready(I sure hope) to enter therapy to deal with my rape at the age of 12 and being repeatedly molested by my babysitter's husband. Today, I told my brother for the first time about what the babysitter's husband had done to me. My brother said to me, that he wonders about the other girls too. My babysitter often had her nieces there visiting. I had never thought about that. So here I am introducing myself as an unhealthy survivor, with many battle wounds, lack of confidence and lack of self esteem. I am so ready to let go of the shame, guilt and pain that my sexual abuse has caused me.
After 28 years I am finally ready(I sure hope) to enter therapy to deal with my rape at the age of 12 and being repeatedly molested by my babysitter's husband. Today, I told my brother for the first time about what the babysitter's husband had done to me. My brother said to me, that he wonders about the other girls too. My babysitter often had her nieces there visiting. I had never thought about that. So here I am introducing myself as an unhealthy survivor, with many battle wounds, lack of confidence and lack of self esteem. I am so ready to let go of the shame, guilt and pain that my sexual abuse has caused me.
