always want to cringe when I read anti-medication replies that dissuade all medication use as they're not giving a balanced view on the subject.
*Heaves sigh of relief*
Thanks for saying that Eve:)
I read threads like this and I usually walk away from some of the posts feeling like I'm poisoning myself & screwing my "brain chemistry" by taking meds and the literature and the doctors are all spinning me a line and FAAARRRRKK!! Way to give a gal a guilt trip, you know!?
I've recently managed to titrate off lithium because I'm in a more stable headspace than I was when I started taking it. But I still take Seroquel because, you know what? It helps. Just like I take an Iron +C supplement because I'm chronically anaemic (my gut hates it, but it's way better than what my body does if left of it's own accord on the 'natural' route!).
I'm pretty open with the therapies I've tried along the way: everything from meditation classes to ECT. I think we benefit from being open-minded about these things. That includes medication and alternative therapies alike.
There's a couple of truths that I live by when it comes to having to down pills every morning for me. First, you wanna alter my brain chemistry go right ahead because my brain is totally screwed up and, frankly, at times there isn't any (ANY) side effect that could be any worse than the status quo. Pills where the blind studies find a small increase in suicidal ideation in adolescents? Well, I'm not an adolescent, and sometimes I am pretty suicidal, so who gives? Might make me tired. Might. If I'm sick enough, it's worth finding out if that side effect will actually effect me if my doc thinks this pill might tweak my anxiety enough that I can leave the house. You gotta way up your situation, you know?
The other truth? If any kind of treatment or therapy helps, then it's altering something, by definition: brain chemistry, heart rate, whatever. Don't kid yourself about that. If it wasn't altering the natural order of your body and/or mind, then it wouldn't be doing anything helpful either. You know? The point of acupuncture and medication alike is that it's changing shit for you.
Don't take meds that you don't need. But don't let your mental health destroy you if there's something that will help. And if sometimes you need to reach for medication? That's okay.