Sexual Assault Is my wife lying to me about being sexually assaulted?

[Deleted member 42783]

I'm probably too late to the party but in my case, I did not fight I froze. Then I smiled at him afterwards and tried to make it all seem alright. Then I convinced myself that I had to make a relationship with this guy and went back for more a week later. Took me 19 years to seek therapy. To this day I go back and forth on calling it rape. To be clear. It was rape.