Tornadic Thoughts
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I struggle with this one, too, rather often, most especially thanks to the multiple chemical sensitivities I deal with daily, among other things. I don't just see products anymore, I see processes and feel ALL the feels (and smell ALL the damn smells) that goes with each and every one, and when I see how blindly things are consumed and destroyed in the process of literally poisoning ourselves, it leaves a huge mark on my heart.
Some days, I wish I could unsee all I've learned, experienced, and lived, but deep down I'm glad I know what I know now so I can do my best to make choices that I can better live with in the only space I truly have any control over. Easier said than done, still, especially when the emotional attachments are strong.
Being a canary in the coal mine of life is quite often a shitty gig. I try to look at me choosing to drop some knowledge along the way sort of the same as the little canary dropping bird poo along it's journey. There's likely to be at least a few seeds in that poo that take root and grow from there. I don't think we'll ever have to worry about a shortage of fertilizer.
Some days, I wish I could unsee all I've learned, experienced, and lived, but deep down I'm glad I know what I know now so I can do my best to make choices that I can better live with in the only space I truly have any control over. Easier said than done, still, especially when the emotional attachments are strong.
Being a canary in the coal mine of life is quite often a shitty gig. I try to look at me choosing to drop some knowledge along the way sort of the same as the little canary dropping bird poo along it's journey. There's likely to be at least a few seeds in that poo that take root and grow from there. I don't think we'll ever have to worry about a shortage of fertilizer.