I've Always Wanted To Tell You...

[Nuvop]

I love you, not just the idea of you, I truly love you.You have never shyed away from what I've told you about my past and even when you don't understand, you don't judge. You've been stability for me for 5 years and I don't think you even know it. You're kind, considerate and gorgeous. I want you to trust me, as I trust you. I want to hold you and cuddle you and pleasure you, buy you flowers and chocolate and tell you to enjoy eating each one, as you are perfect and no amount of chocolate will change that. You're beautiful and your smile takes all the pain away from me. I wish I could tell you this.

 

[Bovido]

Please take me seriously. This is a very serious issue.

 

[Otocog]

I know it's serious. I just don't know what to do. P-l-e-a-s-e tell me what you think would help.

 

[Zenala]

I am afraid you'll get sick of me crying, being sad and upset and bitter and everything else, but I'm starting to think it's a good idea- that... giving in to all the tears might help.

 

[Owod]

I'm afraid I am never going to be good enough.

 

[Vilet]

The only reason I give you the time of day is because you pay attention to me.

The first time I spoke to you, you annoyed me so much that I wanted to punch you. I never feel that way about anyone.

I think the only reason you pay attention to me anymore is because I give you what you want and you have to put no effort in whatsoever.

I'm tired of being a doormat simply because I'm alone and have so few people in my life, believing that if I don't give people everything they want that they'll walk away.

Well, I'm the one who needs to walk away. I'm going to stop telling myself that you care when I know you don't. You get what you want and don't give a crap beyond that.

I'm finally going to be strong.

 

[Tatana]

To my therapist - I'm sorry I can't properly tell you why I can't work with you anymore. I just hurt too much, and I can't go near it.

To my parents - I wish you hadn't found me, that first time when I hung myself as a young child. I wish you had listened as if I was a little important or special and things had changed.

To my partner - I wish you hadn't lied and let me think you would be there for me when I'm not important.

 

[Itome]

Person 1: when you told me you loved me and I stared at you blankly and said nothing; I regret I didn't tell you I loved you too.

Person 2: I hate everything you are, everything you did to me and wish I never met you. I'm beautiful, smart, athletic and wonderful, you no longer have control over me.

 

[Epem]

You are the loveliest man I've met. You are kind and soft spoken and I feel safe around you, but I'm scared to wish myself on you because you are so lovely. I'm afraid I will ruin your life, and you don't deserve that.

 

[Egud]

Epem, just go for it what can you lose

 

[Pinal]

I also don't think I could handle the rejection if it's not reciprocated.

 

[Igudo]

Sometimes we have to take a chance.