I've Become A Real Asshole In Online Gaming.

[holdenmonty]

I had to give up playing call of duty a while ago after I first started therapy because I realized that playing would just bring out the anger in me and when I would stop playing I couldn't just turn off the anger and was starting to have an impact on my real relationships as apposed to online gaming relationships

 

[atilla]

Most of the time I take on people who themselves are being asshats. Is that an excuse? No, not really. I've still been doing it, but I have toned it down some. I'm more selective of targets who are dumping all over everybody else. I wait for them to make the first move. I've been told a few times to stfu by others in the game. I usually go silent once a mundane (other player) tells me to throttle back.

It's just weird for me to be an asshat on purpose, and having fun at it (not job related). I don't think this is permanent, and I will try to explore the hate deep inside that is driving this while it's in effect.

Bar, you should do the whole entire barracks scene from "Full Metal Jacket" on there.