Just done with it all.

[Evie loves Sam]

I’m just done with it all.

The human race is horrible. There is no kindness, there is only people who do not see anyone else’s perspective, just their own and they wish to leverage it.

There is no kindness, no one to self reflect and see that they are causing so much damage to people. The harm over many years.

There no kindness, it’s whatever story you wish to tell in order to have advantage over other people, to fill your pockets or image with whatever suits you.

The system you have created as human being is even worse, taking the side of those that wish to leverage and cause more harm to people.

I no longer wish to have anything to do with you humans.

I am done.

 

[Sideways]

This is an incredibly difficult time of year, which adds an additional burden that Depression seems to seize on.

I hope you can rediscover some kind people in your life. They do exist, and you deserve some kindness.

 

[Friday]

I’ve bailed on the world a couple/few times, for longer & shorter periods of time.

Most commonly? A day’s walk down the beach from anywhere. Even the nearest highway over 50 miles inland. Beach Towns/ even just single Houses? A couple hundred miles away in either direction. The nearest point of civilization “pull over at mile marker XX, and walk from sunrise to sunset. And me? Just fish, fruit, fire, sleep, & swimming. If a panther/gator/snake/spider/shark/jelly/tide/or fall had gotten me? Or a passing fever? Bad storm? No one would have known. My body would probably never have been found. Many of those things very nearly happened many times. Not that I cared, at the time. I was just done.

Until I wasn’t.

In my own life, the darkest of “done” seems to last about 6mo. And then I get curious. Or want something. And go seek out people, again. Or at least the benefits of being around people without having to actually involve other people (roads, clean water, medicines, woven goods, metal goods, books, art, music, bread, coffee, curling irons or sunglasses, etc.).

One of the best lessons those times (as well as my shorter & closer to civ stints) taught me? ANYTHING & ANYONE in my life? Is there by my own choice. I don’t “need” any of this. I’m choosing it. So? Choose carefully. Select wisely. Adapt liberally. I may be here “for” XYZ, and delight in QRS, & not be bothered by TUV, but that doesn’t mean I have to also have A-Z.

 

[Kar]

I’m just done with it all.

The human race is horrible. There is no kindness, there is only people who do not see anyone else’s perspective, just their own and they wish to leverage it.

There is no kindness, no one to self reflect and see that they are causing so much damage to people. The harm over many years.

There no kindness, it’s whatever story you wish to tell in order to have advantage over other people, to fill your pockets or image with whatever suits you.

The system you have created as human being is even worse, taking the side of those that wish to leverage and cause more harm to people.

I no longer wish to have anything to do with you humans.

I am done.

You are not alone with these thoughts. The world looks really scary right now. But your post gave me hope because I see that there are good people out there that struggle with this confusion like I do. Stay strong and find beauty in the small things. They add up : )

 

[Liljulz67]

I’m just done with it all.

The human race is horrible. There is no kindness, there is only people who do not see anyone else’s perspective, just their own and they wish to leverage it.

There is no kindness, no one to self reflect and see that they are causing so much damage to people. The harm over many years.

There no kindness, it’s whatever story you wish to tell in order to have advantage over other people, to fill your pockets or image with whatever suits you.

The system you have created as human being is even worse, taking the side of those that wish to leverage and cause more harm to people.

I no longer wish to have anything to do with you humans.

I am done.

Easy,take it easy.everyday I feel like there is no Kindness someone or something in Nature,Animals help me.we all need to be nice to ourselves or Darkness will prevail.as much crap that I witnessed in this Life so far,I have to remember to be willing to exist because I have Trauma that tends to make me believe I don't deserve to Live and it is a struggle many go through.you took the right step by sharing your Truth.there is Kindness out there even if it's a Hummingbird in my morning spent outside,I don't take anything for granted.if I don't take life's little things in,Darkness will come and before I know it I will be believing what you expressed here.Take it easy,do something kind for others and watch it return to you.Trust me,it Works.we are here for you,we care.