Just Feels Like No One Believes Me

[sonicwhite]

I give up!

 

[Ronin]

Sonic, don't do anything harsh please.

What you're having issue with right now will pass. I promise, there's no danger coming onto you, or anyone of us, least from God.

 

[sonicwhite]

I just want everyone to know that I care about you. That I am in pain but maybe it's all just a trial to prepare me for preaching.

 

[Ronin]

Thank you for care, Sonic.

Well, if preaching's your vocation, it's very doable, but that path still starts with taking care of yourself, and getting healthy first? ;)

I mean I'd assume you'd want to have clarity to messages you're both receiving and giving to others in the world, and clear articulation of them, and that's not what one can achieve if their brains are all confused by mixed signals & there's drugs in their system.

 

[sonicwhite]

True, I want to be totally drug free. I want to live the way I was. Before I let psych doctors mess with my head. Before they gave me things that caused either euphoria apathy or other unwanted side effects. I want my calling back. I don't want to be depressed everyday and it's funny that all this started when doctors tried to DX me this and that and give me pills. I am on the path of getting rid of them all.

 

[Ronin]

Take it slow, okay?

It's not very wise to get rid off medication all at once.

Especially if it's antipsychotics. Talk to doctors about that.

They're not the evil men. If anything, they're some of closest to angels one gets while sick. They're your companions for this journey; you don't need to fight them.

 

[sonicwhite]

We are weaning one by one. It will probably take me three years to get off of everything.

 

[Ronin]

Good luck and a lot of patience for all those years, Sonic. You'll make it. :tup:;)