It would just be nice to hear some laughter. I don't know if I suffer from this as I have no time to go to a doctor or the money. I do not that there is something wrong. It has been a long four years. I have madr many strides but always feel like something else is going to happen.I am in a victims confidentially prigram, have a job and we are getting by. We were displaced and it was a long road to get here. I am afraid all the time. I don't want to go through the stuff I put behind me. It's hard to explain.
4 years of abuse, being displaced, no food, finding a job, getting on my feet, going through a high stress divorce, 4 years of putting my life, my children lives and a home back together. No therapy, just me.
I can't sleep without a light and noise. When I try I have this anxiety thing like I can't breath.
Hi there and welcome. It sounds like you're a very strong and determined woman. You should be proud of all that you have accomplished. Give yourself some credit. Glad you're here. You're not alone anymore. Hugs to you!!
Thank you. I am strong I guess as I have knocked down many walls but I don't feel ok. I am anxious and frightened. I can't be in the dark. I can't be without noise. I need that to go away. That is the next wall that must come down.
My boyfriend has to sleep with the tv on . And he is the bravest person I know. Just take it a minute, hour, and day at a time. You came through an abusive relationship. You can do anything!!!!!
Sigh, yes I did. I want to feel better inside. Anyone to look at me would think she has come so far, look at her. I feel inside like it is day one so often. I am tired of fighting. I want more. I want internal peace. How to get that I can not figure out. I have walked a road with my head held high, continue to take a step in a good direction outwardly but feel in a state of chaos internally. Does anyone understand that?
