Just To Let Members Know

[Deleted member 20280]

Just to let all my dear friends on this forum know I am currently back under Psychiatric care after a major breakdown and an Explosive violent episode. I am safe with family members and back on meds for depression and sleep deprivation.

I slipped and fell badly in the bathroom last week and knocked myself unconscious for.several hours and badly damaged my spine again.

I do not want to end up committing suicide so have reported myself under the mental health act as a risk to myself.

I have some of the dearest friends I have ever known on here and would like you all to know this. I promise you all I will stay safe and not take my own life. Iflife gets too bad the MHT will section me again.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

Big hugs to you mr Laurie :hug: :hug: :hug: Take good care and I'm thinking of you and glad you will keep safe as you're a great guy x

 

[Owl.]

This was a smart and very, very brave choice, Laurie.
A fighter's choice, one to not take the easy way out and exactly the right thing to do.

If you'll accept it from some random avian on the internet: I'm proud of you for taking the necessary steps and hope you feel the same way.
Take care of yourself, keep allowing the pros to do the same, stay safe and prepare for the day the sun rises again. This night can't last forever.
:hug:

 

[Purplemunchkin]

Once again demonstrating your strength and bravery. Keep it up!

:hug:

 

[shimmerz]

Dearest Laurie. You are a man of courage and honour. Of course you will keep yourself safe, with the love and support of those who surround you. My heart is with you my friend. Be well.

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

I'm sorry to hear all that you're going through and for your fall and injury to your back. I'm very happy to know that in a dark moment you saw you were struggling and with two hands you reached out for help in a very important act of self care.

My thoughts and prayers are with you. I know you will start getting and feeling better. It's clear you'll do what it takes to help yourself. Thank you for reaching out for help. And thank you for letting us know. Hugs to you my friend.

 

[Deleted member 20280]

This was a smart and very, very brave choice, Laurie.
A fighter's choice, one to not take the easy way out...

As am I very proud of you my dear friend just have to really keep my temper now as am at real serious risk of being locked up.

 

[oasis2003]

Take care and be safe :hug: I am sorry you have hurt yourself and are not feeling well. It will get better you will pull your self out of the dark hole and into the light again.:hug:

 

[Stickler]

Oh wow, I am so sorry, mr L.

:(

 

[hodge]

I'm so sorry, dear Mr. Laurie, but you have done the right thing. You are strong and will get better. I'm keeping you in my thoughts.

 

[Changing4Best]

I pray for you every day, my friend. I will add this situation to my prayers too. Thanks for sharing it with us and I am so glad that you are safe. I will pray for physical healing too.

 

[Deleted member 20280]

Update....

I am back on my EPD meds and they have started working quite well. I am also back on high dose analgesia for severe spinal pain, which also helps me sleep. Have not needed those for a few years. They are kicking in and the bastard Laurie I keep caged(for extremely vital reasons.... One day he will kill escape for food and no one wants that especially me).

Hugs and thank you all for being here for me today, you really do not know how much all of you dear and kindness means to me.

Just so pople know i was dx'd a few months agowith Explosive Persoanlity Disorder with ciolent outbursts, basically I exploded last week and have caused severe damage to my fists and hands, own face and back, I also destroyed my own flat at a cost of about £ 5000, including smashing to tiny pieces my pride and joy, my extremely expensive pro computer system which I build all.my websites on, luckily I do have back ups of the data on a laptop kept at a safe location if I have one of these Dissociative outbreaks, so only hardware (worth thousands) destroyed but all the data is safe.