Let Her Budge..

[Survivor2Thriver]

Seriously..You should really rethink who..whom is doing the bitching and or whining.

I can clearly see my positivity concerning PTS upsets the general mood in this forum. I'm not a gloom and doom despair type of woman. I see no reason to be anyone other than me. If that offends you. That's your problem.

You'll probably ban me. Go right ahead. Ban my happy self." ! :roflmao: This forum has something against happiness. Go figure?! Good day Sir. :)

Health and happiness to all......Godspeed!

 

[novemberDark]

The squirrels, the crows are what I perceive in the morning, and they are not eating anything here that's out of so called 'sophisticated hierarchy',maybey just a bad day ha? Survivor2 thriver just maybey a website is not the answer and doesn't work. Seems to me, that the only human perception of environment or 1 on 1 works.
So I have lots to perceive everyday, around me (water is everywhere I'm fed, i don't have to kill) i dont follow any orders to do the opposite, so why not be aok.

As long as I have something to perceive even if it's just hearing the snow tracking when I step my boots in it.

It's not so hard a basketball became a Wilson.

I start always with the perception of an animal and am capable of doing that each day. Because in this country there is still wild life and what's a pain to some neighbour is a beautiful thing to me.

 

[Survivor2Thriver]

State hospital- My grandparents took me. I remember walking in.

They made me lay down on a cold hard table. I was afraid. Frozen in fear. Strapped on a table. A nurse. Two men. Doctors. They ask me questions. I answer no. The shocks were mild at first. I peed in my pants. I held my breath. I am wondering if I am going to die. I was given a piece of wood to bite. The nurse was trying to soothe me. My grandfather walked in the room and asked how it was going. ~Hopefully the nervous SOB was about to sh!t his pants at the thought of me telling them the truth. ~ I panic..the nurse notices and tries to alert the doctor. He is talking to my grandfather. My grandfather is trying to tell him what to do. He was suggesting a higher voltage. The doctor is trying to explain it was too dangerous. The nurse is frustrated the doctor isn't listening to her. The other man looks confused. The nurse is highly agitated my grandfather is in the room and said "This is highly inappropriate. The other man agrees. She said she will not be a part of this and says she's leaving. I beg for her to stay. She grabs my hand and tells me they will stop if she leaves.

~All of them are idiots except the nurse.:)

 

[Survivor2Thriver]

Humor. Humor heals a multitude of ills. :)

Today I am celebrating in laughter! The many memories of my older brother dry humping my leg. His deep frusturation he couldn't bring me to an orgasm. I can see the veins protruding from his neck while he is screaming "come you c*nt...come." :roflmao: What an idiot!

To this day I have most sincerest hope he has extreme fear reaching an orgasm due to the many times I kicked him in the balls! :joyful: