I think when I say this goes for a lot of people.
Like 99,99% of the people here are traumatized, being traumatized gives you and me a personality. Something that we can always be and hold on to. We can take the easy way and just stay like that.
The diffecult part(where I am at the moment) is try to make a new personality, start from scratch. Why? I am pretty sure I grew up having PTSD and it hasn't really helped me so far tbh. So Im now trying to change myself and that IS AND ALWAYS WILL BE DIFFECULT. i also noticed, since I am trying to change I have also became more suicidal. Because its painfull and takes a lot of effort.
Like 99,99% of the people here are traumatized, being traumatized gives you and me a personality. Something that we can always be and hold on to. We can take the easy way and just stay like that.
The diffecult part(where I am at the moment) is try to make a new personality, start from scratch. Why? I am pretty sure I grew up having PTSD and it hasn't really helped me so far tbh. So Im now trying to change myself and that IS AND ALWAYS WILL BE DIFFECULT. i also noticed, since I am trying to change I have also became more suicidal. Because its painfull and takes a lot of effort.
