VanVonNocturne
New Here
Hej (hello In Swedish), my name is Van, but I like to go by my nickname; Nocturne (hence my username). I'm a 28 year old bloke from Long Island, father of three parrots, and passionate about musikk (I spell music with two k's on purpose).
I'm not a fan of chatting on the internet due to it being addictive, yet on the other hand I've been frustrated with my choice of therapy not really working (seeing a talk therapist, basically) so I figured I'd give this a go to see of this'll work. I'm here because of a very long battle with C-PTSD symptoms, and not really getting too far, especially with dissociation.
I have C-PTSD due to growing up with a sociopathic biological father and a borderline biological mother, along with their controlling/abusive behaviour forcing me into a helpless position with bullies in school and in my childhood neighbourhood.
My goal here is to learn whatever I can to help better myself-not just as someone with C-PTSD-but also as a person, and hopefully help a couple of others along my way.
I'm not a fan of chatting on the internet due to it being addictive, yet on the other hand I've been frustrated with my choice of therapy not really working (seeing a talk therapist, basically) so I figured I'd give this a go to see of this'll work. I'm here because of a very long battle with C-PTSD symptoms, and not really getting too far, especially with dissociation.
I have C-PTSD due to growing up with a sociopathic biological father and a borderline biological mother, along with their controlling/abusive behaviour forcing me into a helpless position with bullies in school and in my childhood neighbourhood.
My goal here is to learn whatever I can to help better myself-not just as someone with C-PTSD-but also as a person, and hopefully help a couple of others along my way.
