Well, Dr. Roerich revealed the real me. Earlier today he conducted the mental imagery interview. As a participant, I thought it went exceptionally well. Afterward I felt as though I'd indeed completed an important part of a journey. Parts of it seemed so real. I gained greater insight into feelings that I have long suppressed and thought were little or no influence at this time on my emotions. However, the roots of my emotions seem to go way back into my childhood. For example, I have many trust issues, am unsure about my support system---not always feeling safe, and don't like it when others judge me. Above all, I learned and truly believe that I am indeed hurt, but the damage is reparable. When I shut down my computer and went to go on with my day, I was incredibly tired from crossing a river and making so many decisions...I took a 3 hour nap and awoke so peaceful and relaxed. I really needed the sleep. My husband doesn't understand why I was so tired and has been making little jokes that I should color more often :smile: Thank-you Dr. Roerich and Anthony! I feel like I've found a missing piece of the puzzle and I'm going to use it to get myself back together.
During the interview process, Dr. Roerich asked something to the effect of how did this compare with your interview conducted by Anthony? Did you know that I have not yet participated or read any of the Road Interviews conducted by Anthony? I chose not to because undoubtedly some of those images would stick in my mind and possibly make this interview's results less reliable in my own mind. Anyway, now I'm going to read a few.