My story starts in 2013 when my Husband of 18 years committed suicide when I tried to get him help from local law enforcement several times prior they didn't believe me. He hung himself. A close person I new went with me on a business trip several months later to find out I was drugged and we were married. Our marriage was annulled but the three years he verbally and physically abused me on Jan 23, 2016 he tried to kill me to the point of strangulation in front of my children holding us against our will he injured several police and such needless to say. I have been asked how do I feel I look over my shoulder waiting for him. I know he's in Jail facing 71 years I fear he's coming for me I wake up every night sweating I talk to my friends about it . I smile in front of my children I am afraid everyday. My neck hurts my shoulder hurts I am afraid to take to many pain pills in case he has someone come kill me as he reminded me everyday for years. What do I do? When I am asked how are you today I smile and say I am fine cause I really don't know how to feel. They started me on Fluoxetine I got sick now the want to start me on sertriline Zolofe to see if that helps I don't sleep cause of the nightmares. This is my life but I still smile cause I have three beautiful children and a wonderful officer who saved my life after the 911 call by a life saver.
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