Sufferer Multiple Diagnosis, Raped;multiple Men, Domestic Violence

[Deleted member 18514]

I have been raped by three different men, over a period of years, I don't actually know how many times I have been raped, to many times to count.

Thanks to PTSD I remember very little of my childhood, other than my father, using me as a human beat bag, and been sexual abused by my mothers boyfriend, which to this day, she refuses to believe.

Two years ago I was diagnosed by a court forensic pyscologist, with Chronic PTSD, Borderline Personality disorder, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, and Skiod tendencies.

The BPD to a degree I have figured out as much as I can.

It's the PTSD, that I have been begging for help for for over ten years and I am getting to the point that I don't know how to live anymore.

Sorry I don't really know what to say, I am a useless conversation starter.

 

[KP the nut]

Hi and welcome to the forum. Also well done on introducing yourself, I know it can be tough to do.

Take your time looking around and I'm sure you will find the information and support of great help.

 

[Lady of Longbourn]

Hello and welcome to the forum. :)

 

[Deleted member 18514]

Hello and welcome to the forum. :)

Thank you

(((((hugs)))))

 

[Hashi]

Welcome to the forum, although I'm sorry for the things that have brought you here. It sounds very difficult, especially with your husband starting to struggle.

I hope being here will help you.

 

[Deleted member 18514]

Sorry any chance a member of staff can contact me in a way I can talk back, I need to speak to you in a regulars to alerts I have received.

 

[Deleted member 18514]

If you have sent have sent me a message I cant get it, I have nine messages that I have been trying to get at since I registered here :(