My Dad Is Making It More Hard

[Mariana]

For the past 5 years or so I've been suffering of depression but this past year I feel it has gotten worse. I've had more suicidal thoughts and have self harmed. I'm too afraid to let anyone know. My dad has joined a buisness to sell coffee recently, and is now trying to get me to follow his steps. ever since he's been more harsh and disrespectful to me. I've asked for nothing more than my career of psychology but he seems to not care and want everything his way and got to the point that he said " might as well kill yourself if you do this" I really don't know what to do, I don't have money to go on and take the career I want and without their support I can't go so far.

 

[Abstract]

Hi Mariana,
Welcome here. Is your dad the one with PTSD? If you feel Ok sharing then how old are you? Do you have any other resources or anyone who could help you?

 

[Mariana]

I am 18. Sadly I do not have anyone else for me to get help from because I am afraid of getting my dad mad if I tell anyone else.