I'm lucky if I get 4 hours of sleep; I actually HATE going to sleep (I know it sounds weird :) ) because I'm afraid that something will "happen". I'm afraid of the dark, and someone coming out of it, and taking me away, and I look at ALL the dark corners of my room, and I pull the covers over my head, and I'm afraid to even touch something in the dark; as a child, I was NEVER afraid of the dark, but now I'm nervous to be by myself, and I'm 22 for God's sake! It's ridiculous, I know, and I believe it's part of the depressive symptoms I have; When I get up in the morning my body hurts, and it's the hardest part of my day to get up out of bed, because (ironically enough) despite me not liking to go to sleep, when I actually AM asleep, it's almost impossible to get myself up, because I'm in a state of unconsciousness that I don't want to break for ANYTHING, because coming to, could mean seeing something, or SOMEONE over me....I don't know it's just stupid :poop:....