I am new here and referred by a friend. My narcissist husband has finally gone to far and I feel shattered and broken. I am frozen in place and physically ill at the moment. He knows ALL my traumas and triggers and is actively enjoying watching me suffer. I has a severe medical event that had me screaming to call 911 and he refused! He went back to bed. I luckily made it until morning and his nurse arrived in the morning and got me to the hospital. Several days later it happened again ..same result..refused to call for help. He grudgingly drove me(not supposed to drive due to his health) and almost ran off the road. I had a small stroke. Trying to get well as my brother suddenly passed the same day as my 1st event and I need to get to my sister. My husband is a disabled veteran with significant issues and feels that it's my sole duty to take care of him ..even if it costs me my life. I'm done..just done and can't even feed myself let alone him. I don't know what to do...im trapped and traumatized. Gladly accept any and all tips on how to hang on. Thanks for listening