New Meds Just To Doze Off

[Deleted member 20280]

Well taking my memory lane walk worked NOT!

Ok so I remembered all bout hiding from the kids chasing me, wanting to pin me down and kick me, even the girls.

What I hadn't forseen was not being able to switch off. Have now been awake for 39 hours. Seen dr and meds upped. Heres hoping eh!

 

[arfie]

Over-confidence is my own number one cause of relapse. I keep believing in that magic Just Wand that is supposed to allow me to "Just get over it."

But beating myself up doesn't seem to help any more than waving my magic Just Wand. I hope you can see your walk down memory lane as just a small step in an on-going process. Healing happens. It can happen to you. One cell at a time...

FWIW: I used to beat up my boy admirers when I was a sexually abused tom-boy. Children acting out abuse issues can be seriously mean. Wish I could apologize... Make amends... Alas, my childhood was geographically unstable. I don't even know what towns my admirer-wannabes lived in, much less surnames to track them by.