Sufferer New To The Forum, A Bit Confused.

[Ejectionseatfixr-ESF]

Im new here, haven't been formally diagnosed with anything, but knew there was a problem because I get irritable and snip at my wife more than I can apparently keep track of. She tells me it hurts her feelings. I was raised in a highly dysfunctional alcoholic home, turned alcoholic myself, turned into the same things with my own children during a long dry drunk phase and im now seeing a Dr. who has begun EMDR therapy. He hasn't exactly come out and gave the label "PTSD"- but he certainly implies it. Ive had two treatments so far, and do feel something different, but I haven't had any big emotional breakthrough or anything. What should I expect from this? Any advice would be very helpful. Thanks for having me.

 

[seedling]

Welcome!
You have made a great step in seeing someone. If EMDR is shifting things for you that's great.
I have been doing EMDR this year. It's cleared some of my painful past memories and made a difference in my present life (I react to things differently, new healthier patterns)

The breakthroughs for me come over and over, some big some little. I chip away at it and am amazed at the gradual transformation and ability to enjoy life in new ways.

Hang in there if it gets tough to face what you went through growing up. You can find ways to deal with it now.

You will find lots to read here and lots of support.

 

[Aarow]

Im new here, haven't been formally diagnosed with anything, but knew there was a problem becau...

Hi Ejectionseatfixer! I'm kind of in your shoes, so don't have any advice...my first therapy session is in 10 days....But welcome! The folks here are very kind and helpful. I hope you get the help you need.

 

[Lucycat]

Hi and Welcome to the forum.
I hope you find the information on here helpful and the people supportive - I know I have!
Regards, Lucy x

 

[Ghostybear73]

Welcome to the forum!!!

 

[Ed Norton]

Welcome to the forum.

 

[intothelight]

Welcome and continue to seek a diagnosis as only a mental health professional can determine whether or not you have PTSD.

 

[Ejectionseatfixr-ESF]

Thank you all. I called my DOC, he says he is diagnosing me with severe depression which apparently EMDR therapy is very effective at treating. There is also some kind of elements of PTSD going on, hyper vigilance and a couple other things. I will keep everyone posted. I certainly didn't feel depressed, so I don't know. We will see. I see him again on Saturday.