I was sexually and physically abused by my father from very early on until I was seventeen before DHS removed my little sister and me from the home. After revealing the abuse that was taking place, we were both disowned by our whole family and deemed "liars." my father was not convicted as a result of insufficient evidence and erros on DHS's part and in December of 2011, my abuser walked free. I have been struggling on my own for about a year now, several people suggested I look into community based groups and such. I thought I was ok. I was always ok because I had to be that perfect role model for my little sister, but the truth is, I'm not ok at all.