I'm in a strange state. I bruised my ribs a week ago from coughing. I have to take a break. It's been a few days. I tried sleeping, but I wake up coughing, coughing keeps me awake, and pain keeps me awake.
I tried sleeping, and I think I might have slept, but I don't think it's close enough to having actually slept. I don't nap easy. Usually in this state I'm able to nap from being exhausted. I can't. I'm fighting coughing to not throw up.
Smoking went down. I'm going to use the patch after this last smoke. Never thought I'd get to this point, but at least I know it's a better alternative than continuing.
My eyes are tracking strange. All shaky. My eyes don't stay closed well.
It's like a level of sick/tiredness that went all pyramid. One level after another keeping me from reaching restfulness. I hope it happens soon. My tourettes is out and I'm having some emotional meltdowns of crying and verbal tics.
I tried sleeping, and I think I might have slept, but I don't think it's close enough to having actually slept. I don't nap easy. Usually in this state I'm able to nap from being exhausted. I can't. I'm fighting coughing to not throw up.
Smoking went down. I'm going to use the patch after this last smoke. Never thought I'd get to this point, but at least I know it's a better alternative than continuing.
My eyes are tracking strange. All shaky. My eyes don't stay closed well.
It's like a level of sick/tiredness that went all pyramid. One level after another keeping me from reaching restfulness. I hope it happens soon. My tourettes is out and I'm having some emotional meltdowns of crying and verbal tics.
