Nothing Left

[Punky143]

Just when I thought I was trying I get knocked down again. My husband, unemployed/few friends/rarely leaves the house etc tells me how selfish I am and how I come and go as I please. I'm told that all the time by one of my parts and was told that earlier on on my days. I already had nothing much left but now I'm done. I have no friends and I'm always alone. What a sad world and I have a long way to go

 

[ladee]

But you only have to do today. If I had to do more than one day at a time, I could not survive this.. Some days I do it five minutes at a time. You can do this. I can do this. We are not alone tho it feels like it. We are here for you. Sending gentle hugs if you accept.

 

[Higgins]

I'm here.

 

[Punky143]

Thank you. Messed up world we live in with people who don't give a damn. I've tried fitting in, but I'm done. So, its nice you understand and are here. So am I.

 

[ladee]

Me too, I'm here.

 

[Punky143]

Thank you. I sit in my office in cubicle land and listen to everyone socialize and never, not once does anyone say hi to me. Maybe someday. Or maybe someday I'll get a random text wishing me a happy day like the ones I send out, who knows. Until then, I live in my own messed up world of insanity.