Oh My, I'm Shocked.

[lilstar]

Ohh gosh, i've just bumped into the man who killed my birth dad. I can't believe it, i'm in shock I think. Like the abuse I suffered in my childhood isn't enough to deal with theres now all this.

I thought I put my b dads murder behind me, I worked through all that in therapy, but nothing prepares you for that. I mean he shouldn't even be walking the streets he should be locked up but no, that sayings right, (you can get away with murder)

 

[Lady of Longbourn]

Complete shock too...why inst he in jail? Did he know it was you?

 

[lilstar]

He wasn't convicted, (bastard).

No he didn't no it was me, I just never could of imagined bumping into him, how crazy.

 

[Lady of Longbourn]

Very crazy...

 

[lilstar]

I guess I just gotta put up with it, theres not alot I can do about it

 

[Iam]

How the heck did he get away with it? I am so sorry you bumped into him. That is awful lilstar.

 

[Lady of Longbourn]

Yeah what to know that too! I would have been freaked for days, hope you are handling it okay.

 

[lilstar]

He admitted stabbing him but still got away with it. There was witnesses to, I dnt kno what the hell the courts were thinking. He only served 7 months on remand then let out.

I'm okay at the minute I think if I hadn't of gone through therapy it would be a different story, and ive got so much on my mind at the minute to let this take over.

 

[anni]

That IS crazy! I hope you don't have to go through that very often-it would be awfully hard on the nerves. At least now you know to look out for the guy, and go the other way.

I'm not too surprised he's out walking around-courts do freakish things. I'm sorry you had to go through this, but nice to hear it didn't flatten you too much.

 

[lilstar]

No it hasnt, 8months ago it probably would of, was just shocked to see him, but I do feel i've layed it to rest. Just wish I could put the rest of my past behind me.

 

[Jade-]

Sorry lilstar. That must have been hard to deal with.

People get away with heinous crimes all the time. They are everywhere, we just don't realize it. A next door neighbor could be a serial rapist or serial killer and seem like a normal person to the outside world. And the ones that are caught, they still get away with it. They spend a short time in jail and then get released. People who are caught with marijuana spend more time in jail than hard core criminals. It's just not right.

I'm glad you are doing ok though....

 

[lilstar]

Thanks Jadebear,

It was hard at the time, but surprisingly i'm okay with it. I didn't think I would be, I mean somedays I well up but I guess thats just normal.