Other Organized gang stalking target

[SomeoneFemale]

I am quite familiar with this scenario and completely believe that there are individuals who are subj...

Then I guess they reenact their hatred of "societies perspective of beauty" on me then because I get bullied by strangers very often. I used quotations because I understand that only hollywood thinks thin blond blue eyed women are beautiful and the rest of the world hates our look. Strangers always have something to say, now I just call them gangstalkers and tell them to call the police so they will leave. The most recent one was a few days ago a guy saying "you aren't supposed to walk your dogs on the sidewalk". As if I would walk my dogs in the streets of this city where drivers pride themselves in ignoring pedestrians, no thank you.

I was also followed by a car I didn't recognize for 30 miles last Thursday, but I can't prove it. The car pulled over to the side of the highway when it got ahead of me and then pulled out behind me to follow me again. But I can't prove it. However the police say if you feel like you are being followed or watched, believe that gut feeling and protect yourself because it is probably correct.

 

[anonymous]

a few days ago a guy saying "you aren't supposed to walk your dogs on the sidewalk". As if I would walk my dogs in the streets

What did this have to do with being blonde?

 

[SomeoneFemale]

Maybe nothing I just look for a reason for strangers to hate me

I mean look for a reason why they do

 

[Ronin]

Maybe they don't, accidental bumps in crowds and stalking and asshole drivers having fun following someone else and what not don't require hate.

Hell, violence doesn't require hate, itself.

 

[SomeoneFemale]

What I mean is, when strangers come up to me and harass me so frequently, I've looked in the mirror and asked what is the look I give off that invites this behavior? I've changed my body language, which helps a lot with normal people, but bullies will still come at me. So, since they are doing it after just seeing me and nothing else, I figure the way I look must play into it somehow. If it's really a reenactment of something they internally dislike rather than me being on some government list or something.

 

[Ronin]

It's not you, it's them.

You just have more luck meeting creeps, that doesn't mean it's for some trait or a set of traits. Watching yourself over for what you do wrong doesn't help with confidence.

 

[SomeoneFemale]

It's not you, it's them.

You just have more luck meeting creeps, that doesn't mean it's for some trait or...

Thank you. Learning to read and use body language does help improve confidence, though.

 

[SomeoneFemale]

It's not you, it's them.

You just have more luck meeting creeps, that doesn't mean it's for some trait or...

It's not them, It's me. Unless gang stalking is real. You don't have the same treatment for 36 years and claim it's not you, that doesn't make sense. At some point I have to admit I am the one that sucks in some way to continuously bring on negative treatment. Otherwise gang stalking must be real.

I can't pretend it's not me, it's clearly me.

 

[Ronin]

You're the one who sees that continuity there, though.

& How those acts get interpreted and the patterns get interpreted are two different things.
Strangers harass people they consider inferior pretty frequently. Isn't about those people.
I get things piling up make one wary and all of that, but that still doesn't mean you're aimed at as you, a person.

You're aimed at for being female / pretty / walking a specific way / dressing another one / being somewhere with high concentration of rude men / and so on, but that's probably an experience of many others like you and isn't about you, concretely.

Plus my line of thought is if this was 'gang stalking', you wouldn't be hanging in there with no idea of what 'you'd done'. You'd be having a pretty clear idea of what pissed whom off, this time, and why did they invite buddies (and just paid for it random parties so far unknown to you) to play. Or at least where that ball dropped and who was the wrong person you had a falling out for the first time, if not for the chain of people from there. It isn't so anonymous all the time.

 

[SomeoneFemale]

You're the one who sees that continuity there, though.

& How those acts get interpreted and the patterns...

I've yelled at people when they wronged me, and told them off. That in itself if done to the wrong person, and gangstalking was real, could set off a vendetta. But if gang stalking is real I was just grandfathered into it from birth or from my mom being on the 60's lists or whatever conspiracy theory.

Thank you though for rationalizing it for me when I couldn't see past it being my actions.

You're the one who sees that continuity there, though.

& How those acts get interpreted and the patterns...

Also I can be rude, or as a kid I was rude. I didn't mean to be I just literally didn't know how to act because I wasn't raised with much attention to that type of thing and I was surrounded by what was once called "white trash" before the term became offensive. But as a kid I wish they would have corrected me instead of just getting mad expecting me to know better because a lot of the time I only learned if I'm not being ignored it's because I am in trouble.

You're the one who sees that continuity there, though.

& How those acts get interpreted and the patterns...

I long to be ignored. That is why I post anonymously. I long to be passed over and I love it when young people recognize my age and treat me old by passing me over or ignoring me. It feel so good. I just keep waiting for it to become the norm with age, as I've been told it will and quite frankly doubt.

 

[Ronin]

That in itself could set off a vendetta.

Why, how, no.

Really, a random woman yelling at anyone isn't anything personal and worth attention. It really isn't.

Maybe to petty thugs and losers. Sure. But not the kind of crime you're thinking about.

 

[SomeoneFemale]

Why, how, no.

Really, a random woman yelling at anyone isn't anything personal and worth attention. It re...

Some mysoginsyts can be really controlling over the smallest things, it's not the action, it's that I wasn't allowed to act in their perspective... So the fact that I acted incurred the rage, not what the action was.

For example, and this happened to my cousin not me, a man approached her while she was walking her dog and started screaming at her about how a woman shouldn't be allowed to walk a dog alone in public without a man. So he was angry over just the sight of the action, regardless how trivial it was, because through his perspective she was out of line.

Women also fall into gender roles and get on each other about it. I once worked at a gas station and as I was cleaning a woman's windshield she started yelling at me "you can't do this you're not strong enough this is a man's job go get a man to clean my windows" which my boss wouldn't do so she had to deal with me cleaning them and complained the entire time. I was 18 at that time.

I have found, though, if I want someone to go away while they are publicly bullying me that if I say "call the police just call the police" they will leave. So there is that way out of it.

It is everyday people that do this kind of thing. I bet if they worked with me or saw me in a normal setting there'd never be an issue. Or at least they wouldn't speak up out of term about it. I've only had one or two coworkers ever act the way strangers will act. So are there really this many angry people in the world because that seems statistically unlikely to run into so many people who would be cruel on a daily basis. That's why gang stalking still seems possible to me.