Yesterday I overdosed for the 3rd time in under a year and I don't know why. The aims of my previous attempts were very specific. The first was to get myself sectioned. The second was to die. This one was different though. I didn't want to take the pills. I didn't want to die. I just couldn't stop myself. I'd been having some suicidal thoughts over the past 3 weeks but not nearly as bad as before my other suicide attempts. In fact, I felt fine, until I went to the pharmacy to get my first batch of anti-depressants. And then, I started crying for some reason. After that, I started taking them all at once, along with some other stuff we had in our medicine cabinet. I just couldn't stop.
Does any one know if there is a name for this? Or can you shed some light and why I might have done it? Because I really don't know.
Does any one know if there is a name for this? Or can you shed some light and why I might have done it? Because I really don't know.
