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sonicwhite
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I stopped taking it. It was giving me hot flashes and was doing absolutely nothing for my BPI depression that I have been in since 2011.
I would buy research chemicals from Europe called ethylphenidate and it boosted the dopamine but had a awful comedown. Last time I did that was in April. I haven't smoked meth thanks to everyone here cheering me on to stop since December,
So I have major depression. No AD. Works they all suck. Only thing that helps is a stim but I have poly substance abuse problems so that's way out of the question.
I'm on 1 mg three times a day of klonopin which just keeps the anxiety at bay. It just sucks that I wake up every morning looking for something to change the way my brain is working. I'm always depressed. Sleeping makes it worse. It just sucks. And I really don't have any hope to get better because their is not on anti depressant that is going to work. The most they do is take away my Pure O OCD obsession,
So all in all I was interested in it by what you wrote on your account. But it's a dud for me.
I would buy research chemicals from Europe called ethylphenidate and it boosted the dopamine but had a awful comedown. Last time I did that was in April. I haven't smoked meth thanks to everyone here cheering me on to stop since December,
So I have major depression. No AD. Works they all suck. Only thing that helps is a stim but I have poly substance abuse problems so that's way out of the question.
I'm on 1 mg three times a day of klonopin which just keeps the anxiety at bay. It just sucks that I wake up every morning looking for something to change the way my brain is working. I'm always depressed. Sleeping makes it worse. It just sucks. And I really don't have any hope to get better because their is not on anti depressant that is going to work. The most they do is take away my Pure O OCD obsession,
So all in all I was interested in it by what you wrote on your account. But it's a dud for me.