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Yes this was in washroom and i dont know why thet wrote this...
I flushed the universe. Its true there is no gravity in space as i had witnessed objects of mass just floating before the flush into dark matter abyss. The universe left me with a BIG BANG. Now i am even more lonely... i flushed my universe down the toilet.
Hubble telescope can you see my full moon? ( l )

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u enjoy(ed) the sound bath, @shatter eyes . :) The gong part can become quite intense, but, to me, it feels like a very safe intense, if that makes sense.
I did enjoy it and i do understamd what you mean. I am sound sensitive, hyperacusis with misophonia, but the crystal bowls to gongs made me feel wrapped in a shield. I felt the sound move in circles around my head. Vooooom voooooom vooooom.

The host shared that the scorpio moon is also straight up slap you in the face mean about trauma and drawing out things to our attention so we deal with it..like it or not. I had a good day yesterday with gong bath and meditation. However, last night i had heavy nightmares and woke up this morning crying knowing that i want to cry more ..there is more but i just cant get it out. Today i struggled. I thought of checking into hosp as the emotions and thoughts made me feel so trapped in this body. SI and SH took turns hammering me. I ended up binge eating and now i am in pain from over eating.

I understand what you mean by "very safe intense".
 
I don't know much detail, other than what I feel, about the cosmic energies and such, @shatter eyes , but I think I agree with the host from my seat in this peanut gallery called life. Yesterday was heavy as f*ck in my heart and brain, as well, and there was no shaking it...up until late evening, finally.

I got stuck in some fear and grief-filled thought loops and started crying and sobbing and had some major release for a couple hours. I kicked my own ass via my thought processes like a mofo.

All the things that usually help me the most, like nature/taking pics/music/deep breathing/alternate nostril breathing/playing in the dirt/screaming obscenities into my pillow/etc. didn't have the grounding effects they usually do, for some reason.

A hot shower with an Eckhart Tolle audio book playing finally helped wash a lot of the funk away, but damn, that ditch was deep. Back on track for the most part, today, thanks to an acupuncture appt. Hope your vibes are feeling much more aligned with their own jive today. Take good care of you.

Here's a pic of my daily shower (curtain) buddy....

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I don't know much detail, other than what I feel, about the cosmic energies and such, @shatter eyes , but I think I agree with the host from my seat in this peanut gallery called life. Yesterday was heavy as f*ck in my heart and brain, as well, and there was no shaking it...up until late evening, finally.

I got stuck in some fear and grief-filled thought loops and started crying and sobbing and had some major release for a couple hours. I kicked my own ass via my thought processes like a mofo.

All the things that usually help me the most, like nature/taking pics/music/deep breathing/alternate nostril breathing/playing in the dirt/screaming obscenities into my pillow/etc. didn't have the grounding effects they usually do, for some reason.

A hot shower with an Eckhart Tolle audio book playing finally helped wash a lot of the funk away, but damn, that ditch was deep. Back on track for the most part, today, thanks to an acupuncture appt. Hope your vibes are feeling much more aligned with their own jive today. Take good care of you.

Here's a pic of my daily shower (curtain) buddy....

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Here is more info on the Scorpio Moon. I Rare Blue Scorpio Moon
 
On the flight home from.Hamburg recently. First time I've flown in a very long time. Going through the airport everyone seemed to know what to do and where to go and I really didn't. Midly stressful!

Was kind of excited to get a window seat on the way home. Nice seeing the haze on the horizon and the clouds below.

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