Wendell_R
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Sending warm thoughts your way! I like your presence and words and conversations with others here on the forum. I like your photos.
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Thank you so much @Sideways @Tornadic Thoughts @Ronin @Tinyflame @barefoot @LuckiLee @Wonder Woman @ladee @Wendell_R So grateful
I really needed to hear some kind words and thank you all for em, I shall bookmark this page for when I need it again :)
Not like me to be able to ask for what I need so that’s got to be a win hey. Felt shy to come back and reply tho!
Just to say it's suicidal ideation not plans. And I’ve been off Mirtazapine 5 weeks already. I don’t think this is me being messed by meds so much as it is me returning to how I was before them.
I was only on Mirtazapine for 4 months and it was very effective at stopping suicidal ideation and the almost daily sobfest. But the side effects made functioning impossible. Now it’s wearing off I’m returning to how I was before it.
have been on Quetiapine for 7weeks on a low dose And have been told I can up it if needed so I’ll think about that.
The main themes behind the suicidal ideation are not being able to tolerate this amount of isolation, and conversely not being able to tolerate much interaction with others. Also the abuse.
Reread this by Pete Walker on Emotional Flashbacks. Such a help. I know plenty here don’t rate him at all but he describes exactly my experience.
I’m wondering about becoming a cat lady ;)
Am calmer than yesterday, a bit numb, numb is good enough sometimes though :)
Thanks again!
It is wonderful that you asked, and wonderful that you came back!Not like me to be able to ask for what I need so that’s got to be a win hey. Felt shy to come back and reply tho!
That's why it's special that you were able to do it. It's very hard for me, too.Thanks @Wendell_R :D it's really hard to do!
The suicidal feelings are returning after coming off Mirtazapine and I would dearly like to hear something kind from someone.