Other Please Help!

[Anarchy]

Sabrina,
Hope you get to read this.
The more I think over your situation the more understandable your actions become.
Arranged marriage! I bet you never had a chance to learn about relationships
You certainly had no self agency in getting into that marriage.
You can clearly read and write and use a computer, so I guess that if you get away you can work and be self supporting so long as you are far enough away to not be shunned by your church members.

Desperate situations and limited options lead to desperate actions.

I will try to watch for any new posts here. Hoping you manage to pull through and find a safe (for everyone) way to get away and to develop to your full potential.

 

[InlovewithaPTSDvet]

Hi Sabrina,

We all screw up and sometimes best to move on and learn from mistakes. Your priority has to be your husband and your family, by hanging on to wanting your BF, you'll never be able to sort that out.

I don't think your BF response is because of PTSD. But he could feel particularly betrayed because he shared some pretty personal stuff with you. A lot of vets will say they " don't suffer fools". They went through so much, hence the PTSD.

Sort your marriage difficulties and your family out over and above anything else, that's the best advice I can give.

Take good care of yourself too x

 

[InlovewithaPTSDvet]

Sorry there are two posts above, I'm new here so thought first didn't work! I'll introduce myself in introductions!