Lilac98
Policy Enforcement
Straight after I had a flashback of being held down on the bed and that's all I saw, my down there started throbbing really strongly for a few seconds which made me feel even more stressed out. Ever since I will just be sitting down and keep noticing my down there randomly throbbing though much more subtle than the first time but I still hate it and it makes me feel really uncomfortable I think they might be body memories. It hasn't done it for a week since my most recent rape nightmare and I don't know if it will start up again but I really don't want it to.