Sufferer Probably Should Introduce Myself

[Stealtharcadia]

Hope I didn't do this a few years ago when I first made an account.

Anyways, I've been lurking around fr a few years and just started using chat recently. So I figured I owed you all an introduction.

My name is Bryce and I'm 25 from Oklahoma, USA. It's hard to say how long I've actually been dealing with PTSD but I was diagnosed when I was 22. I'm not sure what exactly brought it on, as I've had plenty of things I can think of when I think of trauma. I often hope I'm not just weak of heart, but also find it kind of shocking to think I could have lived such a brutal life.

Anyways I'm getting distracted. I came back around here after my stress peaked out and I became symptomatic again. I had (foolishly) quit therapy in 2014, and had not sought medication. And of course my lucky self went ahead and found a new way to mess with myself further this weekend by having either a traumatic or extremely triggering experience.

Regardless, I think it's about time I start trying my hardest to put the pieces back together. I'm looking forward to getting to know you all better.

PS I probably rambled a bit. My train of thought has definitely gone by the wayside lately.

 

[Bloomy]

Hey and welcome to this good forum :) I dont think your rambled first of all. Second Im also at its time to put get the pieces togheter. PTSD healing and growth. Ive been thinking about the past days or weeks as Im a rollercoaster that of course one doesnt go from PTSD symptoms to fully healed without ups and downs, pitfalls and backfalls along with progress, good days and hope. It will be hard and yes it will hurt when buds sprout. But in the end to bloom will make it all worth while the ride.

I hope we can do this :)

 

[Deleted member 28403]

Welcome to the forums :hug:

Glad to read a bit of an intro :) See ya around and good luck in recovery

 

[EveHarrington]

Welcome to the forum! :)

 

[cat-lady]

Welcome!

 

[Deleted member 33052]

Hey stealth! Good to officially meet you!

It sounds like you need someone to talk to. I'm glad you're going to try to get back into treatment.

Stealth, try to be gentle on yourself, ok? :hug:

 

[intothelight]

@Stealtharcadia Welcome to the forum!

It is really good that you are taking the steps to reclaim your life. I hope you find therapy and the use of this forum beneficial to your healing.