Hope is so important. It's nice to see that you and others can and have worked thru this stuff successfully Anthony. Working thru this seems to be all emcompassing right now for me. Is it typical that it seems to be affecting me 24/7 Anthony? I feel obsessed by it. I don't mean being on this website 24/7 obviously. Just constantly being aware of what I am feeling, the thoughts precipitating the feelings and analyzing it. Fortunately I am my own boss and in a financial position to do this constantly and will do it if that is what it takes. I just don't know if that is what I should be doing.