finding_my_way
Bronze Member
I read another thread about exposing yourself to triggers intentionally, and it resonated so much, I decided to start another thread on it just to see how common it is and to find out how you went about admitting such a thing to your T. For me, since my sexual assault, I've been addicted to dangerous situations, but then to even safe triggers, like reading about sexual assault, watching Law and Order: SVU, and engaging in a vaginally harmful OCD behavior. I see so much sexual assault now on TV, for instance, that I start to doubt my own story as being sexual assault, which is ridiculous since I know what it was. Is this just a coping mechanism? Did anyone ever tell T about something like this when it seems so embarrassing to be exposing myself to these outlets and craving it at times?
