Sufferer Reality Sinking In

[Ghostybear73]

Welcome to the forum :)

 

[Eternum]

@FridayJones Do you ever hear of someone who has a strong writing "voice"? You've got one. Are you a writer, by chance?

As to what you and @Jigsaw Puzzle said, thank you. Helps to know I'm not alone. I also agree about this forum. Yesterday had quickly degraded into one of the worst days I've had in my life, so I can definitely relate to "busting my ass" to lock it back down. I did not want to stay where I was. In a mere 24 hours of reading some posts and getting some rest, I'm back to feeling calm and grounded. Now to just be able to walk outside again without being a ball of anxiety, paranoia, and hyper-vigilance.

 

[Tinyflame]

'One of the worst days in your life' is a huge statement, I'm so sorry for that. :( However, glad you're feeling a bit better. Welcome to you @Eternum.

 

[intothelight]

@Eternum Welcome!

It settled down for awhile, and then several recent events sparked a relapse.

PTSD just kind of rolls that way and personally I find it a bit like "Whack a Mole" , and something starts the game and I battling the symptoms as they pop up again. I hope you find this site helpful and find yourself more stable soon.