Really Want Out

[AngelKeeperJ]

I'm sorry... I have promised to stay...I have no choice.! I can't let my people down.

 

[ladee]

Thank you for staying! As much pain as we get in..it is much harder for the ones we leave behind.
That's a beautiful promise to make to your people.
Gentle hugs of strength to get you thru to the other side.

 

[Ice_Fire]

((((AKJ)))))

 

[Snowflakes]

:hug: Gentle hugs

 

[BlueOrange]

Thank you for talking about this difficult, painful feeling. Please talk about it as much as you feel able, or talk about anything else that you want to say.

 

[AngelKeeperJ]

Thank you all for your kind words, and hugs! This day is the worst I have had in a VERY, VERY long time!!!

I had a blowup at my mom.... I almost had her call 911...and that has NEVER HAPPENED!!!

I screamed horrible things... I SOOO wanted to take a handful of pills, but I know that is NOT an option, no matter how bad I feel!

I would NEVER do that!

 

[ladee]

And very sorry to hear this. The awesome thing is you are still here!!!
Hope tomorrow is a better day
Lots of hugs and understanding.