Landy Tomlin
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**This is a thread where people can discuss the anxiety of recurring dreams**
For the past week or so, I've been having these dreams. They're about my sister, who is the root of all my trauma.
I'm a pacifist. I've never hurt anyone physically. In these dreams, I experiment with it.
When my sister tries to approach me, I slap her. I take my elbow and jam it into her arm when she holds her hand out to try and touch me. The entire dream is her trying to touch me in different situations, telling me she's going to hurt me, and me hitting her or slapping her. In several dreams, I even demand that my parents get a divorce JUST so my sister will leave with my father.
In other dreams, I have graphic sex with my sister, and I like it a lot...
Over and over and over again :(
I just can't take it. I don't want her to touch me. I go to great lengths to avoid her in real life. I'm even waiting to process a restraining order on her. Why is it that my dreams hold her in?
For the past week or so, I've been having these dreams. They're about my sister, who is the root of all my trauma.
I'm a pacifist. I've never hurt anyone physically. In these dreams, I experiment with it.
When my sister tries to approach me, I slap her. I take my elbow and jam it into her arm when she holds her hand out to try and touch me. The entire dream is her trying to touch me in different situations, telling me she's going to hurt me, and me hitting her or slapping her. In several dreams, I even demand that my parents get a divorce JUST so my sister will leave with my father.
In other dreams, I have graphic sex with my sister, and I like it a lot...
Over and over and over again :(
I just can't take it. I don't want her to touch me. I go to great lengths to avoid her in real life. I'm even waiting to process a restraining order on her. Why is it that my dreams hold her in?
