Self Mutilation

[Leona]

I find that taking tweezers and plucking out leg hairs one by one kinda helps fill the need. Plus, I get rid of unsitely hairs!!:lmao:

 

[alixipain]

I have the scars (thin white lines) that run the length of my forearm, the center of palms 3" down forearms (suicide attempt), and painful scars on penis from trying to cut it off (once by my abuser and once by me)!

I scratch at my skin now, when I get figity I start to scratch. My g/f complains about it often yet doesn't understand its much safer than taking a knife or razor to my skin cause there been a many of times I'ld rather cut my skin off and put on someone elses!

 

[alixipain]

:scream:Waxing, yes I know that pain. I never thought I participated in SH? I guess I was wrong!:lmao:

I tried getting a really close shaved head once.... used "Nair bikini for sensitive skin"... The removial of two layers of skin:oops:, burning scalp:eek:, and two days with bright crimson skull:devil: wasnt bad, the bad part was the hairs sticking out:nerd::insane:!

 

[WonderingWhy]

:laughatyou::rolleyes: Sorry, I know it's not nice to laugh at others misfortune!:goingtocry: Hope you can forgive me!!!:whistle:

 

[alixipain]

You're forgiven... its meant to be laughed at bc to this day I see "nair" I rub my head and say within "never again, sensitive skin my arse!" Weather is thunderstorms here awake bc knees have to be popped every 20 minutes, its like restless leg syndom but painfull.

 

[WonderingWhy]

:eek: OUCH!! I'm sorry that you have to go through that!

 

[fairydust]

WW

I think that humour, no matter what the subject, is sometimes what can get us through!

Alixipain

I discovered as a teen that Nair Sensitive Skin is not designed for more sensitive areas of your body! :scream:

 

[WonderingWhy]

True, better to laugh than cry, if you can manage.

 

[alixipain]

At first I did cry basicially from sheer pain of getting two layers of skin chemicially removed, laughed later cause i could imagine the ladies with knees apart blowing air trying to cool a burning sensitive area. i had my head in the freezer blowing cold air on it for around 3 hours.

 

[WonderingWhy]

:laughatyou: :oops: sorry couldn't help myself!

 

[alixipain]

:bounce::lmao::hot::thinking::thumbsup::whistle::wave:

 

[fairydust]

Have really been working hard on avoiding the self harm over the past week or so. Am down to about every second day but this morning I accidentally burnt myself with the iron and can't help but be sickened by how good it made me feel.

I'm such a Freak!